Sunday, March 30, 2008;6:07 AM Y
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Above pic is my new friends, 1s10 rocks.. Haha.. All chio rite..heheIt was long since i blogged, kkk trying to blog as frequent as possible.Not easy seh, cause JC workload is heavy..Everyday is like the same to me, books books and still books.. Yah forgot to intro my combi, i took SMCB H1 , hist.But i started to like my combi although sound pervertic, it is veri difficult and the lecturers is veri fast like going through in their pace of own leisure..This few weeks it seems rather long n i haven get in touch with 4J quite a while, maybe everybody is busy with their stuff..Poly students preparing for school reopen n jc students busy with their homework. This few weeks busy with the PI n the deadline is reaching soon.
Monday, March 24, 2008;7:40 PM Y
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We were trying to act formal actually...
All chio bu's...except mi haha..
My besties
Having fun with my hair..=.=..
Group photo...
Mi and sophia....chio right..WOW!! came to post after a long time...HAHA..anw so don't have people come see HAIS...lets talk about yesterday...hmms...when to Sophia's house warming party...was...erm...FUN!! her house was a condominium and was damn!! HUGE!!...we were suppose to meet rachel at 2pm but we reach CP at 3pm haass...when to buy presents for the party and brought a champagne and cookies that was cheap but...hmms how could you expect from,us, teenage=.=...we were actually supposed to meet alex our tour guide at tampiness mall at 3pm..=.=..we were damn LATE to reach at 4pm!! He wasn't angry because he is a good guy haha..
When we reach her house......we were totally AMAZED..her house was damn big and was a SEA VIEW!! said hello to everyone in the house and started to tour her house she had a room just for singing!! should stop saying...i am damn envious about her ok!! we ate lunch, her dining table is near the door..and it was very windy..as though we were having a night stroll along side of the beach!! afther lunch when to sing K !! WAS DAMN HIGH INSIDE TOOK ALOT OF PHOTOS...and played with her dog...
we ate dinner at about 8 plus under her block downstairs played again till 9plus and when home..IT WAS AN ENJOYABLE NIGHT...thanks to sophia...
heaven talk for 5 days after the quarrel..missed you alot...and was also sick of it...really really hope that we can really stop our quarrels..i don't know who will start talking but i'm sure i don't wana be apart from you neither to quarrel with you ever again i feel it is not hard but why is it likw that all the time??
Labels: wish to make up with you again and be happy like what we used to be
Sunday, March 16, 2008;7:26 AM Y
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MY HEART HURTS!!! I HATE MYSELF FOR LOVING YOU!!!I LOVE MY MUMMY FOREVER!!! MUACKS!
Labels: I'm SICK i'm TIRED
Saturday, March 15, 2008;9:00 PM Y
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Hies!! came to post..hmms was bored at home all day yesterday...maybe going out later today..haha..finally..Missed those sweet messages you sent but i no longer receive any of it...4 days already...though i know the reason why you cannot message but can't you just sent one just ONE good nite message? I no longer wants to be the one who initiate I TIRED of it...
Found out recently how my friends was fortunate... her BF knows speaks alot of sweet talks to her..getting her consent i look into her inbox of all the messages his Bf sents.....=(...even i was touched and i envied her alot..you just don't sent this kind of messages to mi anymore like you did last time..now i'm SPEECHLESS to you..is it just so difficult to just send one good night message? even though mine 'bao' i will still use my own money to sent you a good night message every night....
Labels: Is it just so difficult?
Friday, March 14, 2008;5:13 AM Y
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Yesterday..when out with others before dance...i rushed back to school and was late..heheeex...forget about the forfit(ps:don't know how to spell) and when back home was guilty bout it but will mend it back next time...With you is sometimes waiting and alot of waiting but i know i will wait for you and hang on to this cause im just putting too much love inside.
Sometimes i think its too much for mi..but neither way can i give up on you...its too hard for mi...I feel i've given too much more than i've taken and i will love you less to lessen my pain...i hope it wun cause much damage to my feelings...
The pain is killing mi and i hope i will receive more love from you...just a little bit more is enough....
Is the things that i've done to small for you to see? I feel that i've given more than i received..but does it really matter to mi?i don't know....
Labels: The answer you said really disappoint mi...
Wednesday, March 12, 2008;6:51 AM Y
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Hies came to post regularly now...nth special today...when for dance at 3 today..was nearly late but wasn't...after dance and when back home...
Somethings is difficult for mi to understand
I am not a superwoman who will know everything that
you are thinking and you must tell mi isn't it?
Sometimes its just hard for mi to understand you in a
way or another...i need you to speak out you know?!
Im seriously worn out and i will die if this continues...the feelings is just too deep you know and too hard to give up now..its not that you are not good you are good you know...
Somethings is difficult for mi to understand
I am not a superwoman who will know everything that
you are thinking and you must tell mi isn't it?
Sometimes its just hard for mi to understand you in a
way or another...i need you to speak out you know?!
Im seriously worn out and i will die if this continues...the feelings is just too deep you know and too hard to give up now..its not that you are not good you are good you know...
Labels: Just a simple wish and i hope it would come true...
Tuesday, March 11, 2008;10:31 PM Y
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Soo...bored now...heaven talk the whole day..missed you...Do not look forward to the dance lesson tomorrow..=(
Sometimes it felt so hard to talk to you.
not like nothing to talk but just a sudden change in emotions
Waiting or your message now..and missed it alot..
Labels: I really hope you are by my side everyday..
Monday, March 10, 2008;7:51 PM Y
iie love euu !
Hies came to posts again...sometimes i feel that this blog is just nothing... nobody gets to see it......here are just some of my thoughts of lifeSometimes i just feels that it is so hard to continue a relationship
Its hard to let go but it is also hard to make you happy...there are
things in life that we could not predict...
Everytime i act so brave im shaking inside...why does
it hurt mi so much..?
Sometimes i was alone and couldnt sleep..you left mi
drowning in my tears of memories...
His always on my mind from the time i wake up......
till i close my eyes..
When will we actually be together without hiding?
Labels: sometimes we just needs to hang on n i will....
Sunday, March 9, 2008;6:00 AM Y
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My best friend boi.....
when crazy over him...
The head of instuctor..n my besties
My best buddy.....
My favourite instructor...
Recovered! Ha!
Black out?
My friends favourite boi...Hies! just came back from sec 3 adventure camp.....hais...seriously It sux! not because of the place but those 3 days in pasir ris....it kept RAINING.....we suppose to have high elements and low elements that i have not tried before but god seems to read our minds...we did not touch on any 3 activities out of 4...our group dynamite 14!! The only thing i feel that im actually enjoying is the camp fire!!!! it ROX!! we were so called 'high' in there. At 1st the back was like only im actually cheering for the other groups...till the end i could not resist myself on seeing my friends in front so happily enjoying themselves and when to them instead!! Ha!! that was when i started jumping around...enjoying myself throughout!!
Friday, March 7, 2008;7:19 AM Y
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Now it is my personal feelings after i went into a jc, i realise i had change unknowingly i am getting more and more hardworking nowadays maybe because i am being affected by the surroundings..I saw many students studying at the study area n library-during break n after school..i too join in and start studying.. I oso meet xY after school to study.. i think i become more n more nerder n nerder..Haha not only that i osostart watching fewer tv shows n more focus in studies.. I make new friends too and really miss my old friends feeling i neglected them.. yah brought my uniform, i had nothing to sae.. nex week i will have 2 days of orientation during march holiday.. kk that's all super tired tmw need to do homework again.. -melissa ;6:55 AM Y
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It seems ages since i blogged even my cousin sae that that my blog is dying..it is such a long and tired week,after the few days of orientation we began some serious stuff in the school. We started lesson, gotten our timetable and class..Omg the lesson started veri fast the pace is like japan bullet train wonder anyone noe wat teacher talking abt. During lecture i will unknowingly be lost and be at nowhere..i wonder if the teachers enjoy our confused expression. Haha.. And one more thing the school food is in small quantity even if added rice it is still like haven add rice.maybe my appetite had grown..Yah PE lesson almost cannot make it, 2 rounds around the track i don noe wat i will be like when teachers gradually increase their rounds..i think i went into jc i will get slimmer and slimmer.. haha..And 1 more thing i am a treasurer again yah i volunteer myself then better be choosen by teachers for other rap..haha u noe my CT ad the same surname with me, ow which is veri rare not only that i had a new friend from my class that had same surname with me too.. this is just a intfo for my school..-melissa