Long essay coming up...maybe tonight i will fall for you again, dun make mi change my mind. I can still feel my love for you deep in my heart when i shouldn't have. Every pieces of memory is still vivid in my mind. the way you hug mi, kiss mi and the way you piggy back mi. fetch mi home, rush to my house when im sick and buying sandwich for mi even its just a small piece, i ate it with my heart feeling extremely touched. Every msg you sent, every calls you made to mi, i cherished it and my time with you. The times when we quarrel affected mi soo much i just couldn't concentrate cause my mind only tink of you. I gave my heart to you (it was stupid) but mayb it just means nothing to you now. I've lost you to someone better and she will have the things i have to live without (thats you). maybe now you already forget everything , she is all you cared. You have moved on but you left mi on the same spot. It really kinda kills mi smetimes in the beginning but as times goes by, im getting better BUT i have not been able to get over you yet. Not yet baby. Now it means nothing to you, but do you noe its excruciating pain imagine you kissing her, how did you start? imagine you hugging her have you piggy back her alr? Saying all the same things and doing all the same lyk you once did to mi? I AM ANGRY! I AM SAD! but wat can i do? nothing. your mouth is no longer mine , your only smell is no longer on my shirt, i can never smell you anymore on myself. I can nver receive your msg and start giggling to myself heart feeling so happy that I am in love with you. My feelings so deep that it took mi so long to get over eveb til now. Is this just simply puppy love or true love? For mi obviously is true, but you? Mabe all love to her girl now.P.S- I am really happy woth you, enjoyed the time. simply just...LOVE YOU.
I had your first kiss, you had mine. I left my scar on your hand, like yours in my heart. It can nvr be mend, like those, on your hand. To mi you are a memory worthwhile to keep. The last thing to say, I never regret falling in love with you. HOW I HOPE YOU COULD SEE THIS BOY.
Its really been months since i stepped into this blog..alot just happened and theres really no spare time.Lets first talk about my results...ermm...it totally suck! I am really kinda disappointed about myself. all i need to do is work hard theres nothing i can mend back. Just a ew days bk, had a fight *confirmation* not just a quarrel but a real fight 'cat fight'? NO! real fight! hmms....but we sisters are just getting closer dispite all thous quarrels and fights =D. Its been months since i saw you after the broke up, and i know you alr had a girlfriend im jealous but what can i do? im just disappointed its wen im havin exams n u nvr thought hw bad i would have done =x. But boy im really happy when you called mi times when i needed you most, just a few days bk no matter hw sad i am, you made my day after minutes of talking but after all, you still have a girlfriend. Theres nothing i can do. BOY, YOU TOLD MI YOU CRIED LAST NIGHT. YOU KNOW SMETING? MY HEART HURTS, ITS ACHING AND IN PAIN WHEN I HEARD YOU CRYING. HOW I WISH U COULD SEE THIS BOY. HOW I HOPED I CAN BE THE ONE HUGGING YOU WHEN U ARE IN PAIN. I DUNO IF ITS POSSIBLE. I WISHED FOR NOTHING, JUST FOR U TO BE HAPPY.
